The Notes
Music of Others
Leave an Echo
The Music
what's my fav colour?
Its tough to always fight, especially when it comes to fighting against your own monsters. Daily struggles of tackling with my human flesh and to worship the unholy trinity, me, myself and I. Meeting my own needs and not for others around me. To want things that are not necessary or important now, but I yearn for it coz i know it quenches my temporary desires. If I'm not alert or clear with what promises God has stated in the Bible, I'm bound to be swayed to any next opinion or voice that comes my way. I'll be uncertain about my future or why certain things are happening to me and itd be easier and more convenient to blame...anyone..or even everyone other than myself. Its so much easier to fall into these patterns, mindsets soon turn into tough habits to break. Its easier to give in, its easier to give up and lose hope and dwell in self pity and bitterness. But God didn't intend that for us. He gave us love when we spat at Him. He gave us grace and mercy when we didn't deserve it. He gave us hope when we were hopeless and helpless. Its in our brokenness are we then able to see how much we really need God in our lives.
Wow..as I reflect and see my past posts, I cant believe how fast time passes by and here I am, already at the last chapter of my uni life. Well I better go off now its really late but Happy CNY:) my last CNY in Uni.>_<
--kiyoo at 2:07 AM